Fantasy

I wish I still had the courage to love a pair of legs ...
Whenever a black sky not give me time. Sniff fragrant and during our lips locked, without a word ...Although it has been my fantasy...!
Yes, I still love you ...... Once and always so ...

always wanted me to walk with you, but never could
because it has limited ties all of my behavior
although sometimes you unfettered melancholy... Times I've come to the porch of your heart. Hoping for a second and then you come. However distanced from me but not your heart! If can I hope marries time, maybe this time your body can be hugged me tight. Although only an instant. Yes, just a snap!

I listened quietly humming again, when the longing for you more rapidly. faint sound of your guitar passages that far. I ran to embrace your body in my arms if only for a moment just to satisfy such melancholy hobbled ...

Restless overshadowed My idea, when the imaginary who danced my eyes, drift off briefly face-glazed eyes, which put me to sleep your beautiful in every hue. I wanted to release a raging desire who, like me, who feel nostalgic writhing in your heartbeat. Sense of who the more inflamed, soul who mesmerized by the enchanting view of sport. chestnut felt empty without a purpose. You're taking me back in a nostalgic reverie gray ...

a tear fell from the sky, whether it belongs to whom. dry and wet soil becomes moist. I see the rain from all the rain that gave birth to a slowly breaking the silence and stillness of my heart. improve cold melancholy this time. empty no man's land where .... I can not for sometime later

Time will bring me and you, someday ...
For you, I like the converging empty of content, such as fire wood who embraced, as always accompanied by deep-sea waves. If that time comes I'll Pin a twice-ring from your heart and my heart, so you know how much I love you ... from the first '

Let me here together silent. count every grain of rain, who freeze themselves. because I could not do anything when you're choosing ² passed, I was only able to freeze in addition to the silence.

let it be memorable stretches along the road who seemed to freeze, maybe you do not understand enough about rain degressive freeze yourself. I did not ask for anything and you know need to give your life to me and the silence ....

Pieces between porch worried. I could not in the room who swept the painful silence. And was screaming among the empty hearts, without you ...

There are a lot of longing for I give it to you. but these chains I lifted hard for. I ² day without you is lasting silence, eternal silence who, silent who hurt me. Injury ultra deep. unfortunately, this paper at dusk. I know, dusk will tell you. every day she ran into you. I know, you'll never come again ² my header, but it's not important. long as you know, because I do not see you anymore.

compliments for the song and the guitar, friends... forgive me ...Without you I'm fragile, I'm bored without you, I'm lost without you, I'm spiritless without you.
I do not want anymore without you ! ...I want every second with you. And is not it, without you ...I too fragile but though I was fragile in the step, soul and tears but the love in the soul of love was never tired of trying ... because love is to have you in the heart
love you is because we often separate woe
Leave me a piece just for you keep faith with a love do not let it fly into pieces

Quiet uninteresting, no missed who retire. No love who said hello. The wind came, star. Let us celebrate the day where silence is king!

Moon laughed, seeing me stare at a piece of me who your face sketched on canvas painted blue ...

Do not you realize? That have been creamed my time without rest, in order to overnight? Or should I kneel sky, only to be just once?
anyway...! Looking forget, ignore because ye have loved me the way I , sincerity how it leads me. Love do not let what we want to hold the grip nor we want to escape. Love is free. Loving God and was not a mistake!
So?

So am I wrong when love you ...Felicity most beautiful one I've ever had who is occupied with love in one heart .. crunchy one can hear your voice tonight, free laughter emanating even though the distance clear between us.
My heart pounded. My blood stream pumping. Throbbing pulse quickened.
Reverie faded, my loneliness is gone.
Who love you in my heart believe one thing adl finest who ever lived.
Miss you every second on overdue days to have a meaningful life.

Thank you, because you have more color who to obsolete papers.
Making a change of the rainbow faded gray.

I will always take care of you from afar ...
Why would I be jealous if only to make you stay away from me for what I suspect even if it only makes you miserable. suppose it to d'felt and not to impose d'alone ... so enjoy ...

When love is wounded
scavenge grief, sorrow dominate
boom between sobs and tears
I curled up in solitude without any sense of

... Desire is now turned into a whistle,
like slicing my veins one by one.
Could this be the end of.
that used to be the candle lights my heart?


At the point I asked, I would think it to death yes Life?
over time that would never shut let alone stop?
Or would miss only a parasite in the heart of blue?
Ah well to hell with taste, the devil just no sense!
Yes, that's it!


night angel without wings
I came back with a pile of words
and looks at you from a place
can you see
tell you with a million mantras
that I always love


I hope you feel
all the fatigue that I feel
from a control
that I was always tormented alone
and love is not....

my poems there and flowing with a sense of
not just words
if you do not believe it just ask the wind
because he is always accompanied quiet biting
like tonight

the biting cold in the morning so blind
the walls began to slow
starting to get cold
Give it up in my dreams then
dreams slowly began to settle
stab me from behind
in the quiet solitude
I killed the dream
and the necessity complete night
when I tried to close my eyes
lay resigned to soak in dreams tonight

I was sad that his own boiling
I walked back on a painful uncertainty
quiet again ... that's all I can
as well as the moon began to reluctantly

Call Victory

In my Takbir I call Victory
In my hand I call There are blowing my breath in your work
In this wicked soul, there is hope to you begged You mighty God,
Regulatory affairs, Oft-forgiving, the great giver of all decisions
In Front of all this earth

My Rabb I love most
Lord who gave me a sense of love and affection
Rabb has mempertemukanku and he, the person I loved most
Please listen I begged

Keep him in bed and look after him
Keep him in and he said
Keep him in the attitude and behavior
Keep him in operation and interaction

Rabb my most perfect
Test whether what you give him now, on my beloved
Please God, hear this wicked servant pleaded
Please Relieve all his efforts,
Please facilitates all the work,
Please do not give him a serious difficulty,
Please help him in all his business,

Continue to be with him
Continue to have his side Keep existing
Continue to protect him

love and my love for him just to you God
because nothing can be more trust than YOU
God's goodness to you because no one can keep it better than you
destiny of my very best to you Rabb
because no one can set a better fate for him

Business

Without expression, that fat guy seems seriously listened to every word of Billy's friends who had considered a brother.

"If you live alone, nobody believes problems like that, 'said Rian." But is it you still want to do business in the future. Certainly a business name, there would always be in touch with the people. That means not simply rely on how conviction, but must follow rules that apply to work for many people. Business math like, have a +1 = 2 and that the ruling applies not just to you, but also for others and not indiscriminately what faith background. The most distinguishing a +1 = 2 yours probably will be no blessing because your faith is accompanied by the prayers that you offered to a divine Creator, "he went wide at length, adding a 'preaching'.

"At least," said Rian again, "who would say nih Win,bisnis ways must be rational and safe from the sides of your finances. Moreover you have a wife and children that also you have to inadequate demand. "

"A: Yes Yan, rightfully so," responded the fat man is short.

"Do not Just Win yes... From the first you always say that but still it is repeated, until i do not know anymore, I must say more than anything else. ok, what about that from Jakarta ordermu it? "Said Rian.

'I sent Yan. Yesterday I went over there, "he replied.

"Expenses paid ten million?"

"Not Yan. Still less one million. he said would be paid if he give us orders, "replied the man believed that fat anymore.

"... If he give us orders sequel" magic sentence expiry date was also set him up from the first powerful, thought that Rian was very understanding and, this time, either as bait did not hear her emotion. May have occurred to boredom for long in his heart to give advice on that fat guy who has been known since a child.

"Thankfully, though less of one million. At least order paid. he might reject your things and do not pay at all because delivery order that only two hundred thousand, "said Rian finally responded. "Then, if the Bandung, how's it going?"

"Still have not transferred, when he did not want to send. I surrender all, "replied the man that fat tub without the expense, while vigorously sucking on his cigarette to smoke that filled the room also soared, to the bright blue cloudless sky.

Pesona Ayat Ilahi

"Betapa dahsyatnya keadaan di kala itu (hari akhirat), bila Kami (Allah) menghadirkan seorang saksi bagi setiap ummat, dan engkau (Muhammad) Kami hadirkan juga sebagai saksi bagi mereka."
Rasulullah tak tahan mendengar ayat itu, bagaimana kalau dia menjadi saksi kelak bagi ummatnya yang bejat-bejat yang sudah rusak moralnya, bagaimana pula dia dihadirkan sebagai saksi bagi ummatnya yang kafir durhaka dan apakah dia tahan melihat ummatnya yang durhaka itu dihalau oleh malaikat ke neraka? Semuanya itu terbayang di pelupuk matanya, dan karena itu beliau menangislah. "Cukup, cukup, sampai di sini wahai ibnu Mas'ud" kata Rasulullah kepada sahabatnya yang ahli qira'ah lagi bersuara merdu itu. Ya, beliau terharu dan hatinya tersentuh.
Fudhail bin 'Iyad, yang kemudian menjadi ulama besar, pada mulanya selagi masih muda adalah seorang preman yang tergila-gila kepada seorang perempuan. Pada suatu malam dia mendatangi kekasihnya itu untuk diculiknya. Tetapi setelah dia melompat pagar rumah sang gadis, tiba-tiba dia melihat sang gadis sedang membaca al-Qur'an, mengumandangkan ayat al-Qur'an surah al-Hadid ayat 16 yang artinya :
"Apakah belum tiba waktunya bagi orang yang beriman, untuk tunduk hati mereka mengingat Allah dan mengingat kebenaran apa yang diturunkan-Nya (al-Qur'an) dan janganlah mereka seperti ahli kitab sebelum mereka, telah lama mereka berpisah dari ajaran Nabinya, sehingga hati mereka menjadi kasar (tidak tembus cahaya kebenaran), dan kebanyakan mereka menjadi orang fasik."
Setelah mendengar ayat ini didengungkan dan dikumandangkan oleh sang gadis dengan suara yang merdu, maka Fudhail mundur dan mengurungkan niat jahatnya. Dan semalaman dia merenungkan peringatan Allah itu bagi hamba-Nya yang beriman. Jiwanya berbisik, kapan lagi anda akan insyaf, dan bertobatlah segera sebelum ajal datang menjemput, ya sebelum terlambat, wahai Fudhail.
Demikian, kemudian dia bertobat dan berusaha membina dirinya menjadi seorang muslim sejati, dan berkat tekun belajar, dia menjadi ulama besar yang cukup terkenal. Kata-katanya banyak dikutip oleh pengarang.

lain lagi dengan kisah Utbah al-Ghulam, seorang penjahat besar di negeri Basrah. Pada suatu hari dia mendengar pengajian di sebuah masjid Basrah. Waktu itu yang memberi ceramah agama adalah ulama besar Basrah yang amat terkenal, Syekh Hasan al-Bashry. Syekh Hasan kebetulan sedang menguraikan surat al-Hadid ayat 16 tersebut dengan sejelas-jelasnya, dan kemudian menyuruh hadirin terutama bagi orang-orang yang berdosa segera bertobat. Menjawab pertanyaan seorang hadirin, apakah dosanya bisa diampuni Allah bila dia bertobat, maka Syekh Hasan menjawab : "Walaupun dosa anda sebesar dosanya Utbah al-Ghulam, Insya-Allah dosa anda akan diampuni bila anda bertobat dengan sungguh-sungguh."
Tiba-tiba mendengar orang meraung dan kemudian dia jatuh pingsan dalam masjid itu. Dan rupanya yang pingsan itu adalah Uthbah bin al-Ghulam sendiri, sang penjahat terkenal.

Setelah sadar, dia bangkit mendekat sang guru, dan sang guru masih terus menasehatinya dari hati ke hati. Hasan berkata, "Bila anda tahan sentuhan api neraka, maka silakan terus melakukan kejahatan. Tetapi bila tidak, maka segeralah bertobat! Dengan dosa-dosa yang kau lakukan itu berarti engkau telah menghina, membebani jiwamu sendiri, maka lepaskan dirimu dari dosa itu dengan bersungguh-sungguh!"
Nasihat sang guru besar, ulama terkenal itu, sungguh menyentuh hatinya, dan kemudian dia bertobat kepada Allah dengan taubatan nasuha. Dan setelah bertobat, dia mengangkat kedua tangannya dan menengadahkan kepalanya sambil berdo'a kepada Allah yang antara lain berbunyi :
"Tuhanku, jika Engkau telah menerima tobatku dan mengampuni dosaku, maka berilah aku kehormatan dengan kedalaman pengertian tentang agama-Mu dan lekas menghafal apa yang Engkau baca dan aku dengar, sehingga aku dapat menghafal ilmu dan ayat-ayat al-Qur'an. Berilah aku karunia dengan suara yang indah dan mempesona, sehingga barangsiapa yang mendengar bacaan qira'atku hatinya bertambah tersentuh walaupun dia sebelumnya berhati kasar. Tuhanku, berilah aku kemuliaan dengan rizki yang halal, dan berilah aku rizki yang datangnya tak terduga."
Alhamdulillah, do'anya makbul dan terjadilah keanehan pada dirinya. Ada saja rizki berupa roti yang diantarkan orang ke rumahnya setiap hari, tanpa diketahui siapa yang mengantarkannya. Demikian itu berlangsung terus sampai akhir hayatnya. Begitulah Allah mengabulkan do'a hamba-Nya yang benar-benar ikhlas dalam tobatnya.
Maaf, ini sedikit kisah pengalaman pribadi. Pada suatu hari penulis membawakan khutbah Jum'at di Masjid Sunda Kelapa, Menteng, Jakarta Pusat. Selesai berkhutbah, penulis menggabungkan diri dengan jama'ah, karena waktu ada imam khusus yang akan mengimami shalat Jum'at. Sebelum 'takbiratul ihram' penulis melihat ke shaf belakang, dan ternyata di situ berdiri Prof. Dr. H. Rasjidi yang terkenal itu. Dengan serta merta penulis mohon beliau maju ke depan di samping penulis.
Waktu imam membaca ayat sesudah al-Fatihah, terdengarlah Rasjidi menangis terisak-isak, mungkin karena terharu dan terpesona. Seingat penulis, ayat yang dibaca imam waktu itu adalah surah Fushilat ayat 30, yang artinya :
"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang mengatakan Tuhan kami adalah Allah, kemudian berlaku istiqamah (konsisten dalam kebenaran), akan turun malaikat kepada mereka (pada akhir hayatnya) dan membisikkan kalimat : Jangan kamu takut dan berduka, dan bergembiralah kamu dengan surga yang telah dijanjikan Tuhan untukmu."
Saya kira hanya Rasjidi seorang yang menangis terisak-isak di dalam masjid waktu itu, karena amat terpesona dan terharunya beliau mendengar imam membaca ayat tersebut.

Dulu waktu Rasulullah membacakan ayat Fushilat 30 itu kepada sahabatnya, Abu Bakar as-Sidiq, maka Abu Bakar berkomentar, "Alangkah indahnya ayat ini ya Rasul Allah! nabi menjawab : "Nanti (di akhir hayatmu) akan ada malaikat yang akan membisikkan ayat ini ke telingamu! Ya, berbahagialah orang-orang shalih yang malaikat membacakan ayat ini kelak ke telinga mereka pada akhir hayatnya, amien!
Kisah masuknya Umar bin Khaththab ke dalam Islam adalah kisah yang patut disimak. Sebagaimana diketahui, Umar bin Khaththab adalah tokoh terkemuka di Arab di masa jahiliyah. Mulanya dia sangat menentang ajaran Islam yang dibawa Nabi Muhhamad. Tetapi kemudian melalui proses yang unik dia akhirnya menjadi orang terkemuka Islam, bahkan menjadi khalifah ke dua setelah Abu Bakar as-Siddiq.
Syahdan pada suatu ketika dia dengan pedang terhunus ingin menikam Rasulullah dengan para sahabatnya yang masih sedikit, yang sedang dibina Rasulullah di rumah Arqam bin Abil di dekat Shafa. Di tengah jalan dia ditegur seseorang bahwa sebelum menindak orang lain lebih baik dia menyelesaikan urusan familinya sendiri terlebih dahulu. Orang itu menyampaikan kepada Umar bahwa adik kandungnya sendiri bersama suaminya telah menganut Islam menjadi pengikut Nabi Muhammad SAW. Umar lantas berbelok ke rumah adiknya, Fatimah, dan kebetulan sedang membaca al-Qur'an. Dengan serta merta Umar memperlihatkan kemarahannya dengan memukul langsung adik dan iparnya sendiri hingga babak belur.
Kebetulan di tangan Fatimah ada lembaran Kitab Suci al-Qur'an yang baru saja dibacanya. Umar membentak adiknya dan meminta supaya lembaran itu diberikan kepadanya. Tetapi Fatimah menolak dengan alasan "Anda adalah najis, yang haram menyentuh lembaran suci ini," tandas Fatimah. Karena rasa ingin tahunya sangat besar, maka dia mandi dan kemudian lembaran suci itu diberikan adiknya, Fatimah, kepada Umar. Dan setelah membaca beberapa ayat dari surah Thaha, hati Umar berbalik arah seratus delapan puluh derajat. Ia kemudian masuk Islam.

"Kami bukan menurunkan al-Qur'an kepadamu untuk menyusahkan dirimu. Melainkan menjadi peringatan bagi orang yang takut Tuhannya. Dia turun dari dzat yang menciptakan bumi dan langit yang tinggi Ar-Rahman (Allah) itu bersemayam di atas singgasana 'arsy. Kepunyaan-Nya segala apa yang ada di antara keduanya, dan apa-apa yang ada di bawah petala bumi. Jika engkau keraskan perkataan, Dia mengetahui apa yang dirahasiakan dan apa yang lebih tersembunyi. Allah, tidak ada tuhan kecuali Dia. Bagi-Nya ada beberapa nama yang indah." (Q.S. Thaha: 1-8).
Setelah itu barulah dia pergi dengan pedang terhunusnya ke rumah Arqam mencari Rasulullah. Mulanya para sahabat curiga dan dengan kewaspadaan yang penuh untuk mengantisipasi segala kemungkinan. Tiba-tiba Umar memeluk Rasulullah dengansekaligus mengucapkan dua kalimah Sahadah sebagai tanda dia memeluk Islam. Semuanya mengucapkan alhamdulillah dan bertakbir tanda syukur kepada Allah atas islamnya Umar.

Demikian skelumit kisah-kisah yang menarik tentang pesona dan khasiat ayat-ayat suci al-Qura'an yang berguna untuk penataran iman hamba-hamba Allah yang ingin bersujud kehadirat-Nya sebagai hambaNya yang ingin berjalan lurus menurut jalur-jalur Kitab Suci al-Qur'anul Karim Dan numpang tanya apakah ada diantara para pembaca yang budiman yang terpesona dengan membaca al-Qur'an atau mendengarkannya dengan air mata yang meleleh....?



BY KH. Firdaus AN