The soul that refused to break
Why would anyone be able to continue running despite the temptation to hit him repeatedly....? Yet another reason it is also broken, although the pain seems to test and which is received relatively much lighter? There are many reasons of course. But one of them is, because people are able to move on, who did not resign and did not stop, are the people who "creative". Their souls to find loopholes and creative breakthroughs to guard against broken, so do not stop. Of course, in which there is a love from God Almighty, that they found the keys to not stop because the trials and suffering whatever. And, it turns out the key buffer is everywhere.
The man was a high official of a private company, was the 40s, not married.
Several years ago, he tells the story of the most secret life in a national daily, in order to share with one who suffered from similar bad experiences he had ever experienced. The man was reading in the consultation section, about a young boy who felt himself dirty and his life ended, as the victim of his own sexual abuse.
Apparently, a man of 40 years, during elementary school, never treated the same. At that time he was touring on the beach with teachers and school friends. Suddenly he was called a few seniors. He is expected to be invited to play together. Apparently, at a distance from the crowd, he was sexually abused, under knifepoint. He was devastated, to cry and buried in the sand. Until the afternoon came, and teachers and other friends who seek it, find it still in the sand, trembling.
For years he had tried to forget the tragic events. There was a time when he felt hate the perpetrators, who were children's. There were times he could not bear to see other people. But in the end he tried something very difficult, to forgive. One word that continues to mature he said, "forgive, forgive." He guessed, they too have a dark past, they might previously have also become victims.
It turned out that the turning point he opened his heart to see the other side of the world. Prior to "wake up", he was not able to open himself to the people closest to her parents, sister and brother to all of whom are married. Until today, he was very full of himself, and loss of time to care about the environment. He lost in the world of work, make plenty of money, which never make it "cured".
Then, when he gave attention and affection to his family, especially his nephews, he discovered there was a pearl of love everywhere. Now, every house he came to his brothers, their children greeted her with innocent joy. It was there, he was able to dock, to find happiness, find a cure. In fact, by his family, he made "head" the family, including her father. Apparently, they had long harbored a love for him. The man was not defeated, his spirit refuses to be broken, because there was love all around.
How hard life in the capital. This does not deny anyone. However, in Jakarta also, we can find human beings capable of upright, though his life punctuated "surprises" are not comfortable. In the market stop in numbers Bjm, South Bjm, for example. A couple dozen years since living in the cigarette kiosk and cold drinks and made his home. Capital is not much, still have to bear the debts of the bus crew who often hung in there. They also still have to pay various fees for security. Including to local officials, for licensing. All that, and even his wife had lived since his mother was still alive. He brought his mother migrated to the Jakarta since childhood. And, the kiosk is inherited her mother, before he died. "The body of the Mbok we brought to the village, there's a village cemetery. The cost is cheaper care. If there expensive, can not pay," he said.
That afternoon, the conversation sounded routinely at the bus stop. "When the debt is paid....? " said the wife of a driver, who was parked in front of the bus stop. The crew seemed surprised, as if in disbelief. "Cook much?" The woman continued, "This is a record." Her husband, who was resting in the stall, his wife woke up and justify. "Well, I'll get paid," that finally answers the crew bus. "If this keeps up, the capital could run out," she said slowly.
Although the daily must live very concerned, but as she admitted, she was still able to survive. "It's very little income, we are often forced to eat what they are, but we still can survive. In big cities like Bjm, it was a good one," said the wife.
It may be, the choice to not stop, driven also by the environment. However, not everyone welcomed this pressure. Sane hbi village, district Amt, Kdg, borneo, is the person who took this insistence. The result, he went on, and give a positive meaning for the environment.
Sane had worked for a dozen years as an officer of protected forest supervisor. Every month, she paid only 3000 (three thousand) dollars. He is very concerned about the condition of nature reserves in Kdg, who plundered the illegal loggers. This is the beginning Sane had to do something: the total protected nature reserve with all his ability, with all the time he had. Including "combating" illegal logging. The risk, he often faced the threat from illegal loggers and timber thieves, often even rumored to be used.
However, Sane does not retreat. He was not allowed back, because the environment will add crushed if he chose that path. Sane instead of continually trying to convince the public, about the importance of protecting nature reserves. He continued to build the collective consciousness. No half-hearted, Sane finally managed to secure the location of 6 nature reserves in the Amt district.
In this situation, concerns about the future of their descend. La Ode woke up, he must do something. Then, he took interest in the settle the land and farming with sanitation patterns. They succeeded. Hundreds of families have changed the pattern of his life, and they were able to survive, even the economy continues to improve. Residents consider La Ode Muhammad as the light environment. For La Ode and Sane, they did not lose it because of the environment.
Imagine, for many years to learn to distinguish between subjects and objects he could not. While her friends, almost all of them have science. Even among those who were given the task to teach the younger siblings of their class. After a long walk, he stopped to shelter in a house. When he was resting, leaning back against the wall, he saw a tiny ant is biting the skin remaining dates. Ants were trying to pull the skin carved a size five times bigger than his body, into the hole in the wall. he did but always failed, carved leather always fall to the ground. stunned to see that the ant's behavior, which has amazing resilience.
After repeated failure, the ants had managed to bring up the skin that were carved. When it came the thought in mind "If I do the way I would have these ants will also be successful." After saying that, he decided to return to school and cancel his intention to go abroad. The result, really achieve their dreams. He mastered the science in such a way. In fact, he became the highly respected. Dreams and ideals, in which embodied the determination, spirit and work, it often makes people not want to stop. In fact, even an ant, to live this spirit. again, we, human beings.
A thin, dark-skinned woman was sitting in front of "home" in a corner, From a plastic cup that is no longer clean, he really enjoyed warm coffee. "House" arrangement only woman board a variety of shapes and sizes. There was derived from the usual wooden box found in the market, some are elongated. Part of the roof covered with a sheet of blue tarpaulin to prevent water running in the rain came. Between the roof and the floor there is only one meter distance. Therefore, every time out of the "house" the woman must stoop. At the low doorway, a rolling board fitted clothing as a bridge. Underneath, a small ditch winding black water stream greenish. In the limited space on the pages only half a meter wide, he looks to with five potted plant containers made from old wall paint. Fifth set in a row lengthwise. Be the gates. Unfortunately, the leaves of potted plants was almost exhausted pet chicken that not many in number.
Maryati, the name of the woman. His face was wrinkled even though he was not yet 40 years old. 'I have 25 years of living here, "he said, calling his own age, 37 years old. She lives with her husband. Because of the narrow, Maryati almost every night to sleep outside the house. Repose and a cloth sack. Sometimes sleeping on the "pages" and sometimes slept on a pile of large iron framework in addition to "home".
"Thank God for the iron-iron. If the river overflows yes enough, lost," said Maryati. Although should stay in "home" in a narrow location was granted, in every conversation Maryati always give thanks. "Thank God, I still have a house. If here, like where else? In my village in Kdg just still living in your home," he said. "'s Known, little man," he continued.
Minimum income still must be reduced for routine living expenses which he could not avoid, such as for bathing, washing, and shitting in public toilets. "We pay a bath in public bathroom, the water should also be bought," said Maryati, which again give thanks when told there was additional income other than selling vegetables. Despite living all concerned and must face the uncomfortable situation, Maryati not waver. He stayed in his small shack. Keep going for a living, even still shared with his family fortune in the village. Convictions, if maintaining the prayer time she would always be safe.
