My love for God
I wandered a long time looking for love. I was mired in a pool of fake embroidered missed. Painful soul, barren body. But I never stopped mixing miss, because I know your true love is spring in my soul.
My God ...I hope wanderings of my love, take me to a park. How to get there go through with limping. Sometimes it occurred to me to finish the road so that I get up. But I've met only a barren garden and barren in the heat of the sun that tormented my soul. My God ...has fill your calls, take this frail body through the streets that you want. I have tried removing all of which I was able to overcome the weight of the block field. Has tried to handle the heat the days passed. But forgive me yes...Robb ...I was stunned at how often hesitant to continue this long journey. Everything is due to the weakness of this heart which still hoping to taste the pleasures of the world.
This now doubter's heart is still shaken by troubled. Will you accept work of this weak hand? Would you appreciate, if this was also expecting my other face besides your face. If in waiting still smile but your smile. Still craved praise than the praise Thee. How much harder would My prejudice futility my charity, if I remember thee is jealous!!.
Robb ..., not not want me istiqomah through the day. I would not not wait for your appointment. Robb .. However, if my fault if I relied on other walls in a building of your Islam...? I arrogant this weak Robb...? Am I wrong that this weak Robb...?
But Robb.....once again you educate me in a dream shadows omission. You hugged me in a caress education has taught me many things. Unable to tear I stand compassion for all these caresses. Because I know, not all of your servant, just as you treat me. Also parted the dark curtain that always dragging my steps away from you, really I am grateful for all this. I realized not as fighters with obstacles. Return remember ever prayer, about a promise he had, about the plant and also all. Really remember, my tears flowed harder, stronger and stronger my legs went. Apparently it was a big responsibility on my shoulders.
My god....the strength of this whatsoever, which led my feet into the chest of the rainbow. Far off to leave the shadows. Moving like a long white cloud of light. Sometimes I meet dense fog. My pace was as if stopped. But I do not want to get stuck in it, as hard as I tried to run but my feet racing with lust that holds my soul. I struggled alone, shout my mouth, but my voice was hiding. Lucky I still have breath, which can silent when my heart. With the breath that I walked on the earth. Lead worshipers thy true love.
Robb .., if it answers all my prayers? In order for you to include me in the ranks of the salafussoleh....? Is this the answer to every I moan, so that you make every favor that is in me as a dowry that would I offer to you....? forgive me for all my faith weakness. Guiding me through the way the people who brave lion. But I was wise enough to realize. I was somebody.... How self-worth is not aligned with them. Who was I than those who sweat and dust to prove his love to you...? how I measure myself with those who spend the nights with prostrate fell expect forgiveness and love Thee.
My God....the conclusion of my heart ripples this, I want to convey my gratitude to you. Although gratitude and My repentance often renege, but a sea of love and forgiveness, I believe you have never trimmed. or the umpteenth time. Thank my infinite, for all the love and longing port. You are a spring in my soul. In the lap of your collected all my strength, with power hand plays the melody, heavenly my mouth to sing again.
My God .....although I do not align themselves worthy but I want to say, has changed me, darted left empty delusion, false shadows and do not have the fairy tale story. Pride collapsed in her arms, vanity vanished, vanished I mean nature. Current how to shape itself as You wish.
Robbi ..., your chest I leave life, where I found a lasting peace, I bow will never stretch, it kept my fingers I collated, will continue to vibrate my lips, begging to be always You give me joy because it's only from a source you happiness.
