HOURI……
Closed friend, you will hear my this story. Its its there is houri transforming my fore part….? You surely will not trust to me non….? Ah, have! I will depict to through word order and drone voice which hide to long. Possible, you will say that me have MADNESS. Yes! I closed friend madness! I really cleanse used up all last liver content of pass all word line. My extort all my brain content so that I do not more than a old ass. Today I cannot think goodness. I cannot converse goodness. I really mad closed friend.
Houri, truely correct. The Creator will never lie closed friend. I know all of you trust that. she go down hence water beloved go out to sea seven ocean. its Eye light. Smile. Bolder altogether than dancing noon which stinging. I see it closed friend. Tonight. Moment Everybody a moment doze. I nuts about pursuing him. Houri alight from sky address a is bad. Knocking dusky side at heart my. Drawing all illiquidity of myself. Enlightening every dark side of my liver. She said, I may not continue this dark side.
That houri of blue smile. Schmalzyly of its face. I bowed by shame stare at him. Wind tonight lure me. My face squeeze hue. I have never as ashamed as this. I have never as happy as this. Have never closed friend. Even if I have never. Addressed soft vibrate my liver to him. I difficult laying open closed friend him. One definitive matter…..! I enjoy altogether at heart. Just xself. And only him understanding.
I say, that I take a fancy to him. I thirst for to sit side by side with him. I enquire how to. Becoming modestly its reply . Oh…. God.. I am like one who get oasis in the middle of desert. Do not, far exceed to feel that. I difficult laying open him. She do not love me because me like pious people. She do not love me because me have white husk to have, enough its estae, enough her horizon and science, do not………! Isn’t at all. She is only loving me because my me. Oh….. Rabb… sprout in longing fresh vegetable even also arrive
Fly my heart with wind tonight. Sit side, I am in night rainbow. Play together star. Animal night address me. I here the beside kowtowing. My thanks of my the infinite . Hence enjoying your The infinite which you………? I ignore what is my couple him. But I feel calm so tonight. Do not because is beautiful . But because integrity its liver. Do not because smiling. But because is candid . I cannot look away far from him. All that in gold hutch. I like in it. I happy become its prisoner.
Make happy that flower…… soft voice. Thunder sting throw I is muddy land. Sink then froze up. I have never thinked that any this his. Simple. " shar with him" its voice is again heard. Oh my Good…..what is this…….? Non, not because of I do not willing to. But I do not can. I enough with him. I do not ask them which is . I do not ask pretty them. I have never claimed more. Plan more than anything else this my Lover…..
I am only last falled headfirst. Frost in rain turning into snow seed. My pass under the yoke. But I is grateful, because Thou give to feel that come again. After disappear. You change with is better. And always You him. Do not even if You . Owner Houri….. which its liver full of moderation. Possible I are wrong is true. Or possible I is true there is wrong. I have never can understand likely. Repeatedly I try. Repeatedly also I fall headfirst. Crawl, slow, slow, more slow again. Just to be able to tell to it. Thou have the to forgive I. In fact I do not ready to to shar. Possible I do not be simple enough for you. Possible
I are is candid to the all this. When candid me here hence setting a mind at rest me. I entrust altogether. In wind, in night, in cloud. If you have to go. Possible this best is true for the mu of. If you know to lose that so. Loving for me do not as easy as hating. Really I do not ready to.
Flowerbed I sit by xself. Once in a while angel come amuseing me. Reading off Maryam letter of[is the holy maiden. Then joining him with Thaha. I smile. Then huddle up man have that beautiful face . I tell to it. Today I weep. I really is weeping. I really me do not willing to by xself. Sit to plung in thought. Submit to my Creator. If there are any best. Hence delivering from outside both. Giving I am something from outside this garden. From within forest. From within jungle. From dale. From sea manger. From sand desert. Give I am something from something from one of them. I really this flower do not willing to again.
Sorrowfully Is then kept quiet. I have promised . If When there's nothing knock my liver of hence me freeze this liver. Keep quiet then enjoying him from dark side in my liver alcove. And You agree him. Chap but my liver still not yet smiled. Once in a while I try him. Once in a while. I try to look for to smile missingly. Once in a while. I try to inform that I still here. Waiting liver in is silent……
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Kt pujangga……
